More often then not there’s this guy I miss Dearly. His name is Jeremiah he was my most recent boyfriend of 4yrs. He was my everything, my best friend, my Lover, my future husband. But I made a terrible mistake that I regret everyday. I am a cheater, it’s hard to actually say that but that’s the truth of the matter I cheated on him with another guy. There’s no excuse for my actions I was vulnerable and he sweet talked me and I fell for it like an idiot. I hurt him beyond imagine and broke his trust in me completely and what hurts me the most is that I hurt him. My depression spiraled out of control at this point and I feel like i deserve to be alone. He didn’t deserve that kind of hurt when I was the only person he ever loved and trusted. And I broke it, as much as I want him back I just feel like he won’t come back. I miss him dearly and would do anything to get him back, there are days I will just Break down and cry because I think about it so much. I reached out to him with no avail and that makes me go deeper into a dark place. Jeremiah if you ever see this just know I’m so truly sorry I love you with all my heart, body and soul and I miss you dearly not s day goes by where I don’t think about you if I can have one more chance with you I would do anything to just please come back.
Wayward Child 